Monday, July 26, 2010
Taking a step back
I feel like I'm made of glass today - broken at the slightest touch.
Trying to keep from being shattered.
Keeping above the surface.
Breathing, waiting it out ~ the anticipation worse than the anniversary.
Keeping busy, delaying the inevitable ~ because,
in the end grief does not allow herself to be denied.
And, then I will piece back together ~ for another year without Nathan,
a year filled with blessings (both counted and taken for granted),
a year wrapped in moments filled with emma, annie, & paul.